September 15, 2007
Clouds Over Table Mesa
August 19, 2007
You're just a pack of cards...
I read a great quotation yesterday that seems to fit my life to this point.
"I may not have gone where I wanted to go, but I seem to have ended up where I wanted to be."
I'm happy with my life. Dont know anyone I'd trade places with. Are there problems? Sure. More than I like to remember. But I am blessed beyond words. My wife loves me and has tolerated me for thirty years. There's a lot to be said for that. We have a big family and make it a point to love them all, as well.
Next week ends the class on James and Elijah. I dont enjoy this lesson because it shows us the end of Ahab the king. His life spent in self-gratification, he dies without fanfare. An arrow let fly at a whim in the midst of battle. It's a sad life and I dont like telling the story, but it is what it is. While the uplifting of Elijah is so joyful, for my heart there is no balance or consolation for such loss.
I've almost finished the commission piece. There are a few minor touch ups to do, then it will be ready for framing and delivery.
August 18, 2007
Motivation again...
Last weekend was the firm picnic. It was a lot of fun, at Hyland Hills Adventure Golf. It's one of those groovy mini-golf setups with a total of 54 holes, plus go-karts and a kickin dragster ride. Beth and Derek rode together, but D wouldnt ride again. Leah road with me and went three times!
I took Thursday off and went up to Winter Park with Wes Hyde and Griff Jones. They're a couple of really awesome painters from here in Colorado. They each did two really nice pieces. I got one, which needs just a little touch up. Then it wil be super cool.
Speaking of super cool, one of the first things I did there was to fall in th creek. Yup. Just went head over heels into the crystal clear (and rather chilly) Rocky Mountain spring water. We were just below a beaver dam, so the water wasnt freezing, maybe 45 degrees or so. The cool thing about it was that I didnt have to worry about getting wet. I could tromp through the stream to whatever places I wanted. As it turned out, though, I stood in the middle of a lovely mountain meadow and painted some trees and distant mountains. It really was a great day. The dumb thing is that I always wind up in a hurry and forget my camera.
Not so super cool...Have you been watching your 401k? The last month has wiped out all the progress I'd made since January. I know I'm not supposed to watch it, but I do. Up to now, the thing has been rockin! like 12% or more. Now the annual return will probably wind up at about what I could get on a savings account. (Quick note: HSBC offers an online savings account at 5.05%. There's no minimum balance to maintain and you can start it up with just $10.)
August 10, 2007
The Carrot at the End of the Tunnel...
A few of my favorites from this site are:
"too many black sheep in my closets"
"I'd like to be a fish on the wall at that meeting."
"too many oars in the fire"
"a pandora's box of worms"
One my personal favorites, not listed on the site:
"Dont count your chickens before they cross the road."
Well, it's kids night here at the old homestead. Here you see the girls, along with their cousins, Josiah and Derek. What a lot of memories this brings up.
My cousin was the first girl I ever kissed on the lips. We were both five or six years old and had seen so many people kissing on TV that we just had to try it.
I fell in love with my neighbor's cousin the summer before seventh or eighth grade. We got kicked out of the public pool for kissing too much. We tried it while she was floating on her back. Sitting on the edge of the pool. I picked her up in the shallow end and carried her, kissing, until I couldnt touch bottom. That's when we tried it underwater. When we came up the lifeguard made us leave. I'd have killed my kids if I found out they'd done it. Cant imagine what her dad would've done.
Today I cut branches off our big old maple tree. They've been hanging down over the sidewalk and the street. Had to get up on a ladder and have Beth hold the end so I could get up high enough for some of them. Our neighbor next door makes walking sticks, so I saved a few good ones for him. We took the girls the the $1.25 a scoop Chinese place. It wasnt bad, really. Better than I'd have expected for the price. The kung pao veggies were a little over cooked. I wont complain, though, when I can feed all five of us for less than $15...
August 7, 2007
The Cat's a Killer Diller...
It's a line from the Drum Boogie, which is sung by Barbara Stanwyck in the film Ball of Fire. It isnt necessarily a film I'd recommend, but the song is filled with vernacular of the times like killer diller, knock yourself out, it's really gonna send you.
This is Leah. She's the oldest and tomorrow's her birthday. She'll be seven. Leah knows all the words to My Girl because I've sung it to her from the day she was born.
It's bedtime now and the girls have requested that I find I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus. I'm surprised at the people who have recorded it. Apart from all the karaoke singers, there are the Jackson 5, Jessica Simpson, even John Cougar (Mellencamp) and Twisted Sister (not with Twisted Sister). The original Jimmy Boyd version didnt show up at all, which isnt surprising, I suppose, as it was recorded way back in '52.
August 5, 2007
More Thunder and Lightning...
We'll probably find some of Daisy's little turds on the floor in the morning.
Somebody get me ladder...
That's Longs Peak over there. I get to see it every morning, except when it shrouds itself with clouds. It's one of three fourteeners I can see from my neighborhood. Mt. Evans and Pikes Peak are the others. But I like Longs the best. It just looks so majestic and regal. They say that on a clear day you can see Kansas from the summit. I think it's rhetoric, but I'm not good at distances.
It's been a typical homeowner weekend. Cut the grass. Dug up a little volunteer bush and put it into some water. I'll let it winter in the house and then plant it in the spring. It looks deciduous, so that might be deceiving as time goes on. I'll keep an eye on the roots and make sure they're growing. I dont know if trees lose their leaves indoors. Ficuses (Ficii?) dont.
It's been quiet this weekend, too. The girls are with their dad. Julie's been working and Sharon is house-sitting. It seems kind of surreal to be just Beth and I. Wonder what we'll do after they all move out again.
August 2, 2007
Take the A Train...
Had a little chat with Laurie Pace this evening. She's on her way through to Glenrock Wyoming where she has a show opening tomorrow night. We're going to try and get together over the weekend.
Last night I bought some cheap frames at Michaels. Now I think they're ugly and I'm going to return them, if I can.
August 1, 2007
But wait! There's more...
Those were hot nights. Most people we knew didnt have air conditioning. There would be fans all over the place. The old reciprocating kind with wire frames wrapped around metal blades that would "cutcher fingers plumb off". Of course, they'd have Patsy Cline, Jim Reeves, Hank Williams, or somebody on the Hi-Fi and play bridge in the kitchen while we kids ran in and out, slamming the screen door, and they'd holler at us about it.
What I remember most, though, is how bright the moon was. Most nights we'd run all over Oklahoma chasing "lightning bugs" or playing hide-and-seek, just by the light of the moon.
I watch my grandchildren play now, and I wonder what memories they'll have, if the Lord tarries.
Motivation...
July 31, 2007
The MeHoe Song...
On my wall is a canvas that I doubt I'll ever paint. It has the sketch for "Girl in a Window". The more I look at it, the less I want to paint it. Not because I've lost interest, but because I've become accustomed to it. There is a thoughtfulness as she looks out into the air. In some way I cant explain, she has become a silent friend, gracing my studio with her presence, and it pleases me.
July 30, 2007
The Ventures - Walk Don't Run (1960)
These guys are usually classified as "surf rock" but they were doing this years before.
Doncha just hafta luv the choreography?!
July 29, 2007
Miracle Whip is not a substitute for Cool Whip...
The moon is full and beautiful tonight. Skies are mostly clear with scattered clouds reflecting the moonlight. Temperature in the Mile High City is 70 degrees. Humidity is 64%, higher than usual so we're a little muggy.
I love living in Denver. We have 300 days of sunshine per year. A typical winter includes about 10 days below zero and summers include about that many at 100 degrees or more.
That's right. Someone was recently seen using Miracle Whip on strawberry shortcake. imho...THIS IS NOT OKAY!!! They say "dont knock it till you try it", well just call me Mr. Opportunity, cuz I'm knockin' this combo off the table, out the door, down the street and into oblivion.
Dont get me wrong. I like to try different things. I've done chocolate covered insects, peanut butter stuffed jalapeno peppers, even earthworm chocolate chip cookies (which is also NOT OKAY). All that being said, you could not get me to voluntarily consider the possibility of putting Miracle Whip covered strawberry shortcake on my plate, let alone into my mouth.
Some names I've recently heard which should be strongly discouraged--
Barbara Sue
Juliether (pronounced Julie - Eather)
Sharonica
All three of these names sound like someone couldnt decide who to name the poor child for, so they compromised with a franken-name.
Perhaps there should be a test before people are allowed to fill in a birth certificate. Maybe a multiple choice type thing.
Which of these names do you prefer?
a. Celeste
b. Barbara Sue
c. Juliether
d. Sharonica
e. Mary
f. all of the above
g. none of the above
July 26, 2007
If Americans want to make English the official language- they should learn to speak it.
So it's a discipline thing. If I could get myself up and do situps and leglifts and trunk twisty things, I'd probably have a flat stomach today. The routine today is more like - get up, go to the bathroom and snooze on the throne, wander out to the main house where Beth is, say "good morning", have some juice and watch Nicole Mitchell talk about weather, notice the time and rush to get ready for work.
At 50, I think flat stomachs are over-rated. Sure they look great on 22 year olds who havent started that second crop of hair in places we dont talk about. Okay, maybe it has nothing to do with hair. I remember Burt Reynolds and Tom Selleck photos. Now those are some hairy guys, but it didnt seem to matter back then. Besides, I dont think either of them has a flat stomach today, either.
July 22, 2007
I am not alone...
A pizza house employee talks about life (and kids) in the pizza place. She said what I might say, and she's kinda cute, not to mention that she does a pretty good impression of the Teletubbies to start off.
I'm keeping my intelligence under wraps...
Here they are, ready for sleep on the little blue cots. They've been very good this weekend and I'm really proud of them.
One of my peeves is parents who let their children misbehave in public places. I realize that you cant always make them behave, but there are people who seem oblivious to their children when they go out.
July 18, 2007
Nobody Dies...
"Nobody dies" is what this young soldier said. The movie is "A Walk in the Sun" from Lewis Milestone. I didnt watch the rest of the movie. I imagine he probably didnt make it to the end either.
We tell ourselves all kinds of things in uncertain times. Most of the time it's something like, "Everything always works out in the end".
Does it?
We have our three granddaughters and their mother living with us right now. Here they are eating ice cream. They're sweet and rowdy and loving and difficult, all at the same time. Above all, though, they are sisters- and somehow that transcends hardships. The two daughters who live here now exhibit the same thing. They argue and laugh, just like the little ones, but most of all they lean on each other. Beth and her sisters do the same.
Yes, I'm the only male among all these girls and women. It's a mixed blessing. I've missed having girls around the house. The reasons are the things I just mentioned. I love their voices and their smiles and a million other things and I wouldnt trade places with any man I know.
One thing is that it's almost like a do-over. When my girls were little, I didnt know how enjoyable they were. I was too busy trying to make them grow up. Now they're grown and I so often wish I could make them little again. So, with these I can smile inside when they're being too loud or running too much. I can make time to sit with them on my lap or next to me on the sofa.
I dont know what I will be to them as they get older. What I do know is that I'm doing everything I can to be better than I was for their mom.
July 17, 2007
Painting wasnt fun because the overcast sucked all the color up and made everything shades of gray. The wind came up and then there was lightning. When the geese and ducks started leaving the water, I decided I should hurry.
Dinner was fun. I havent seen Keita for a long time and a lot's been happening in both our lives. She's a blessing to me in several ways. I hope she thinks of me that way as well.
July 16, 2007
The Magician Lives Next Door...
She's So High
Just love this vid... Yes, it's old and quirky, If it were made today the girl would be bleached blonde with her navel pierced and her booty shaking all up in the camera. As for me, I just think it's cute.
I used to dream I could fly, but that hasnt happened in a long time. I could breathe underwater sometimes, too.
I'm a lucid dreamer. That means I usually know it's a dream and can control what's going on. It's like create-your-own dreaming. Nightmares are lots of fun when I'm lucid. Monsters cant catch me. If I need a gun to shoot the bad guys, there's usually one there.
There's a phenomenon that's difficult to explain. It's when I talk to someone who's dead. My grandfather or uncle or something. Sometimes it's as if we both know they're dead, but it's just nice to have a conversation and I wake up feeling all cozy and grateful. Other times we're doing something, maybe at a reunion or something and everybody acts like the person is still alive and I'm the only one who thinks otherwise.
These dreams are hard to control. I think because I want to experience them emotionally, more than intellectually.
July 13, 2007
I was wrong about you. You really are a good dancer...
Only if there's a God.
If there isnt, then we're unobligated, to ourselves or anyone else. Right up to the end when the light goes out and they close the lid on the box.
I ride the bus to my day job, downtown. There's no moral reason. My attitude is just better if I let someone else fight the traffic. Riding the bus saves me money and frustration. With the money I save, I can go out to lunch now and then. With a good attitude, I can even get someone else to go with me.
I had a good friend who died of cancer. We used to have lunch together. He was a good man who loved his wife. When she died it took the heart right out of him. She went suddenly, without warning. It was two years before he could get out and see people. My daughters called him Grampa. They knew him as a pleasant old man who loved their mom like his own girl and saw something in their dad worth taking the time. They cut his grass when he couldnt do it anymore.
The cancer drugs took him back to another time, when he was another man. He was brash and reckless, opinionated and sometimes crude- in a hazy medicated fog. I helped carry his coffin.
It's a little before midnight now and I'm having some ice cream. It's part of my new health plan. Anything I shouldnt to eat tomorrow, I eat today. That way I can work it off and eat something else later. The way it works is, I'll eat the ice cream now and when I start wanting it tomorrow, I'll eat an apple. Then tomorrow night, I'll eat something that I shouldnt eat on Sunday, etcetera, etcetera, etcetera...
July 11, 2007
Giddyupidness...
She's a shihtzu princess who inhertited us when her former human passed away. Although Beth and Sharon say that she sees me as the "alpha dog", I think she just doesnt like the idea that anyone could not believe that she really is the center of the universe.
I am not a pet person. Really. All the mess and hassle that goes along with a dog or cat just seems like way too much for me. I have had fish as decorations from time to time. I like to watch them swim around in their little glass houses, all oblivious of a larger creation, most of the time.
I once put a blue shrimp in the same tank as a Beta (fighting fish). In the end, the Beta was lunch. My daughter, Julie, was pregnant at the time and almost blew chunks when she noticed the jubilant crustacean relishing his feast.
July 9, 2007
Let it be...
This is Samantha, who was curious about my camera and my studio and anything else that might hold promise of staying up past bedtime.
We forget, after many years of a grown-ups-only house, just how much work and time and noise and enjoyment are involved with these little ones.
I have a lot of work to do tonight. There's a newsletter to get out, a website to update, but somehow I wind up blogging. Maybe it's because I had a frustrating day or maybe its just a general lack of motivation.
Maybe I'll go get some ice cream.